fur my wee cuz

There's a special angel in heaven
That is a part of me
It's not where I wanted him
But where God wanted him to be

He was here but just a moment
Like a night time shooting star
And though he is in heaven
He isn't very far

He touched the heart of many
Like only and angel can do
I would've held him more often
If the end I only knew

So I send this special message
To the heavens up above
Please take care of my angel
And send him all my love

miss u soo much wee pal

x x x x

son

Sitting here thinking about you,
I here you call my name,
dad,dad,dad

As I turn to see who's calling me
I see no one, only hear your voice.

I glance across the room,
To see if anyone else hears it too.

But no one seems to notice the look on my face.

I miss you so much,
I keep telling you,
But you don't seem to hear me.

Still you're calling out my name, only louder,
As the tears rolled down my face,
I glance around the room,
And see you amongst my family, and friends
The look upon your face says you're peaceful now.

I realized it was time to grieve for you.
Although I will always love and miss you.

I turn my head to see if anyone notices you.
Then I turn back, and you're gone.

I hear you, so very gently say,
'I love you', 'Good- Bye!'
'Bye', I said . . . 'son i love you' but thts one thing in my my heart you know'........DAD

WHY

Just the average family
We didnt ask for more,
Then life was changed completely
With that knock upon our door.

This awful thing had happened
And one of us knew why,
You were never coming back again
And we didnt say goodbye.

Our world just fell to pieces
We cried in disbelief,
We had to stick together
To overcome our grief.

We'll never understand it
It all seems so unfair,
We wish we'd hear that knock again,
And see you standing there.

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

if i could

If tears could build a stairway
And memories were a lane,
I would walk right up to heaven
To bring you home again.
No farewell words were spoken.
No time to say good-bye.
You were gone before we knew it,
And only God knows why.
My heart still aches in sadness
And secret tears still flow.
What it meant to lose you,
No one will ever know

hey son

hey bg dude, just sitting here thinking of you,with a tear in my eye,had the most peacefull sleep in ages cuddling you earlier,as you knw i hit rockbottom,and i just dont know what to say to your mum,,so many f ups fae me,still lost cant believe it and just days till a year ago a coward rat took you from us,,dont know what i will do that day ........dreading it worse than flying and you know what i was like with planes.lol......look after your mum and pordie.....bud....nite,nite son x x x x x..

Hi son

Hi big chap..as you know ive had a bad few weeks..and you know how....gutted ..but hey am going to get it together bud,ive had time to think and realise things....i know your there helping me through every hard step.....and we will get it fixed....just dont know what to say to your mum or take in what happened...its hard bud...if you have wee bit extra you could give me strenght with ..pay you back one day.........your inbedded deep in my heart son....but no more 1yr of you know.finished way it all, just want rest of my time remembering you...and try make up with people ive heart.........love you ,deeply miss you....dad

SON

Just silent tears to weep.
But inside me rages the greatest storm,
A tempest all of my own,
Forever looking for answers
Yet knowing there are none.
I remember you in the early hours
In the darkness before dawn.
I remember with everything I do
Behind false smiles I mourn.
I imagine all the might-have-beens
Of how you would have grown,
Your looks, your likes,
We'll never know -
But you would have done us proud.
We know that son.
Thinking of you son,love you.

strength

hi son missin u loads ,u joost keep sendin that wee bit a strength doon tae yur da its wurkin son we no u r lookin over him helpin him through these difficult times ,luv an miss u always hsazza,steph ,stephen ,jason xxxx

hi son
well u know where were at its the weirdest feeling
jordans got company but we both miss u and ure dad its not the same and i keep gettin lost u know my sense of direction lol
u need to look out for ure da he needs some extra strength god knows how were going to get out of this
can´t believe this is were we are at through a black bastard like that
we all miss u terribly son but i know ure never far away
love u and big hugs for my boy
give ure wee brother a hug its gettin harderfor him wih everything else going on
love u son
ure mum

missing you so much.

If we could visit heaven
and be with you today,
maybe for a moment
the pain would go away.
We'd put our arms around you
and whisper words so true,
that living life without you
is so very hard to do.
keep smiling wee man.x x x