nearly a year has gone by and your missed even more son. your always in our thoughts as you no xxxx

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Xmiss youX

Hiya son
how u doin up ther? its so hard down here without you.
well ur wee auntie's a big 3 0 the morra im getting old , i know.
we'r doin the usual family outing, buffet king. wont be the same thou.x ps i'll have a pint or 2 or 3 or4 for you. love and miss you loads james, keep watchin over us all. hig hug.X X X

r.i.p james how are u mate

r.i.p james how are u av miss u when u yousty cerry onn wae me in greeny r.i.p james

ASK MY MUM HOW IS SHE.

My Mum she tells a lot of lies,
She never did before.
From now until the day she dies,
she'll tell a whole lot more.
She used to tell the truth a lot, but now it doesn't matter,
I died and went to heaven, her life is all a-shatter.

Ask my Mum how is she,
She'll say 'Yes I'm Fine',
She wants to beg please help me,
I so miss that boy of mine!
Ask my Mum how is she,
She will say 'I'm alright',
If thats the truth then tell me,
Why does she cry each night?
Ask my Mum how is she,
She seems to cope so well,
She didn't have a choice you see,
Nor the strength to yell.

You think you know the feeling, but this cannot be,
For even though you loved me,
You didn't love as much as she.

She will smile and tell you, 'I'ts OK, God has a plan'
but she will turn away and cry, Cause she just can't understand.

Tell a joke and she will laugh, but she is not OK,
She wants to share the joke with me, but it will not be today.

I watch from here in Heaven, her distress, disturbs my peace,
Will someone please take care of her, and thus take care of me?

'Someday you will feel better', 'Yes, I Will', she lies,
She knows this will not happen, Until the day she dies.
'I was so lucky! I had him all those years!,
(They passed in a minute, I shed so many tears)
Ask my Mum how is she, She'll say 'Thank You, Good',
She cannot tell you how she feels, Oh, how I wish she could.

Ask my Mum how is she, 'I'm fine, I'm well, I'm coping.'
For God Sake, Mum Just Tell The Truth, Just say your heart is broken.

Ask my Mum how is she, 'I'm well, I'm good, and you?'
I'll shake my head in Heaven, it simply isn't true.

She'll love me all of her life, I loved her all of mine,
But if you ask how is she, she'll lie, and say she's fine.
Her carnival is over, she stepped off the carousel,
But to save you feeling badly, She'll say 'Thanks all is well'

My Mum, She's not gone mad, Yet,
But Oh so very nearly,
Don't ask my Mum how is she?
Ask how is she, really.

I am here in Heaven, I cannot hug from here,
If she lies to you, don't listen, hug her, hold her near.

On the day we meet again, We'll smile and I'll be bold,
I'll say 'YOU WERE LUCKY TO GET IN HERE MUM, WITH ALL THOSE LIES YOU TOLD'.

jamsey bhoy x

No farewells were spoken
we never said goodbye
you were gone before we knew it
and only god knows why
we ask for a miracle
just one would do
to leave the front door open and watch you walk through
we would put our arms around you
and kiss your smiling face
because your one in a million
and no one can take your place.

x x x x

Beautiful memories are wonderful things
They last till the longest day
They never wear out
They never get lost
And can never be given away
To some you may be forgotten
To others a part of the past
But to us who loved and lost you
your memory will always last...
Gone are the days we used to share,
But in our hearts you are always there,
The gates of memory will never close,
We miss you more than anyone knows,
With tender love and deep regret,
We who love you will never forget

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nearly a year already xx

well james son its nearly a year since that bastard took u from us ,but it still seems like yesterday ,u must gee yur ma an jordan ,yur da,yur nana&granda,shell lou an stuart the strength tae get through this son ,yur mum knos yur with her constantly so joost look efter thum aw please also wee granny jeanie son shes no been keepin toogood and joost remember u r always in our hearts every minute of every day xxxx.